Ello

Long time i nvr post le, sry everyone.
Laughing till crying dk why suddenly. Moodless tis day, putting a fake smile everyday is hard, wan to ppl to lent me a listening ear also hard wat should i do? Trying to be strong everyday, but can't why? M i stress or wat?...I think i should leave all de past n start a new fresh life n i must not be too softhearted to believe if not i will get hurt agn. I must try to be happy, hope i will....