Ello

Long time i nvr post le, sry everyone.
Laughing till crying dk why suddenly. Moodless tis day, putting a fake smile everyday is hard, wan to ppl to lent me a listening ear also hard wat should i do? Trying to be strong everyday, but can't why? M i stress or wat?...I think i should leave all de past n start a new fresh life n i must not be too softhearted to believe if not i will get hurt agn. I must try to be happy, hope i will....

♥ Ello ♥

Every think is not right for me what have I done.Why can’t I say out.Now is making me going to explode why I must I listen to you when you do this to me some more still dare to scold me that what I have done.

♥ Ello ♥

Quite a long time I never update my blog.....
Sometime I just feel like crying when there is nth happen...sometime I just don't know what am I doing.Why....Am I doing the right think?...Should I be in this world?..If I never exist in this world everything will not end up like that.....

♥ Ello ♥

Why life must be so hard.Why just can't people believe me when I telling the true.why must I have this life.I just don't know what is my feeling.Now I feel like I'm lost. Just hope all this is a bad dream and will not come back again....

♥ Ello ♥

What have I done wrong in this few day.Why must I need to suffer all tis thing.Why even my super close friend don't believe me why she must think I that I will steal her think that I don even like it....Why must all this think happen by this week.Why can't my life be better.....If wish can come true I just wish that the time will go back to the way it were and I hope that all this think will not happen again.

♥ Ello♥

I so long never update my blog sry about that......
I am here to tell you about my feeling in this few day.

Why must have some people like to play or chat my feeling.Why they don't want to tell me. Why must I be the last person to know everything.Why they must treat me like that what have I done wrong.Why can't they tell me earlier.Why must love be so hurtful.Why alway I will get hurt why not they get hurt why must be me why......Anyone pls tell me what should I do...I juz feel like I am lost T.T........

♥ ELLO ♥

2day i have english listention comprehension paper but it is only 45min is like don need 2 go 2 sch lor....in de exam i was sleeping from de start 2 end when de thing is playing zzzzz.....finally 45 min has pass(Y)^.^
Den i go out with frens to parkway library. Me, Xinru, Kimberly n Jessie. When we gg 2 reach library den Jessie say she wan go home chg cloth den lter we meet her at parkway so nw only left me, Xinru n Kimberly den we drop at somewher near library ther den we walk ther but we reach ther de library haven open yet so we must w8 T.T(i hate w8ing)=.=den we saw swing so we went ther 2 w8 de library open....



Oyeah library is open den we go 2 library....we go there slack...den we meet Jessie n her fren at parkway den we walk here walk there untill 1+ kimberly need 2 go home so me n Xinru pei Kimberly take bus...me n Xinru go Tm walk walk cuz i don wan go home den we go shopshop in Tm mallll.....we pass by a shop n we buy a frenship band den we feel abit tired so we go homee.

De first time write super long haha^^ tat all hope u all will enjoy it.......